"An
invisible red thread connects those who are destined to
meet regardless of time, place or circumstance. The thread
may stretch or tangle, but it will never break." ~Chinese
proverb
Everything happens in fours for us! There are the little
things like we are 4 yrs. apart in age or the fact that we
didn’t start dating until 4 yrs. after we knew each other
or that the 4th child’s file we reviewed would be our
daughter’s!
Our journey began one day in the late summer of 1996. I met
Todd at a Staples store the day before I left for college.
As I walked down the aisle, this very cute young guy asked
me if I needed help. I told him that I was meeting my
friend for lunch that worked there. We remained
acquaintances, through our mutual friend all through
college until I finished school. The first week after
graduation we went with our friend to the Sting concert
and had a great time. I took the initiative and called him
a few days after the concert. When he called me back he
talked to my mom and she proceeded to tell him that I was
at the tattoo parlor with my father. I think he was a
little surprised! I know a little out of character for me
but I like to try to new things and I wanted to do
something special with my dad for the year 2000!
Nevertheless, as my friends know, I ended up changing my
mind on a dolphin tattoo as I had planned and got a
Chinese symbol that meant “Destiny” on my lower back. A
few hours later Todd and I had our first date in
Wilmington that evening, July 17, 2000. We got married on
our 4-year anniversary and began researching adoption
agencies 4 yrs. after that. Todd and I were destined to
meet and fall in love and we are truly each other’s best
friend and just love being around each other. Todd works
from home now so we really are together 24/7 and love
every minute of it!!! I think Pooh Bear sums it up best,
“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1
day, so I never have to live without you.”
Why Adoption and Why China?
The simplest answer is, “because that is where our
daughter is!” As a child I was always intrigued with the
concept of adoption. When I was five I was in a bookstore
with my mom down the beach and saw a book entitled
adoption. I asked my mom if I could have the book and she
said sure not really knowing where this curiosity stemmed
from. What began with a little 5 yr. old’s inquisitive
mind exploded into something much greater then anyone
would have guessed. Growing up, as my best friends, Deanna
and Angela were pretending to be pregnant stuffing pillows
under their shirts I would sit back and say that I was
waiting for my baby to come to me. I remember being
sixteen and sitting in my History class when the teacher
began to talk about China and how for the most part there
is a total disregard for women’s rights. We continued to
learn more and more about their culture and China’s one
child policy act. I will never forget the pictures of the
children on the streets, the overcrowded orphanages with
sickly, frail children or the mothers’ faces that were
filled with anguish because they had given up their babies
unwillingly. It was at that moment something clicked and I
picked the country that we would eventually adopt from.
On
my second date with Todd I told him of my deserve to
adopt. I expressed how it was just something I knew I was
always meant to do. Todd grew with me into this wonderful
dream and he can’t wait to have a little girl in the
house.
Adoption is not for everyone but how lucky for
those that are willing to have an open mind and open heart
to accept a child they know nothing about. Our faith has
always carried us through the tough times and I know it
will not be easy but destiny has brought Todd, I and this
little baby girl together forever. It is wonderful to
finally have a lifelong dream come true.
'Now faith is the substance of things hoped for and the
evidence of things not seen.'
~Hebrews 11:1 |