Our Zoe
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You may wonder why China? Well,
our journey to adopt from China actually began during the rocky
year of 2000. I, Susan, was fighting an exhausting battle with
cancer. I experienced a great deal of excruciating pain
throughout the period of my treatment. I recall one day in
particular. We were driving home from my radiation treatment,
and I was miserable and uncomfortable. I remember watching the
world go by as I rested my head against the car window. I looked
up and saw a billboard for a local hospital telling how many
babies had been born there that year. In that moment, I decided
I’d been through enough pain for one lifetime. I didn’t want to
experience labor pains … ever. I wanted to adopt.
Well, time has a way of healing
old wounds and, three years later, Rob and I found ourselves
exploring the idea of pregnancy. We went to see a high-risk
obstetrician who laid out all the potential difficulties a
pregnancy could present for us. We felt pretty confident, but
wanted to talk to my oncologist one last time before we began
“trying.” Dr. Govindan, my oncologist, had become like a loving
father figure to us. He spent over 2 hours talking with us that
day. He laid out the pros and cons of a pregnancy for me. He
helped us to realize that there were literally no other women
who had survived my kind of cancer and done well enough to even
consider having children. He was concerned that if things went
wrong my cancer could come back and, if that happened, it would
surely kill me. Well … HELLO! We decided that we were not risk
takers. I knew I could be a mother and that pregnancy was only
nine months of the experience. We didn’t need to do that. I
cried for about two minutes, then Rob and I looked ahead to the
family that would be our own.
As soon as we made the decision
to adopt, I knew our child was in China. We explored adoptions
from several different countries, but kept coming back to
China. You see, in China there is a huge over-population
problem. As a result, the government made a policy that families
could only have one child. In rural areas, if the first child is
a girl, they can have one additional child in the hopes of
having a boy.
We’ve heard people make the
comment that in China, “they don’t like their girls.” THIS IS
SIMPLY NOT TRUE!!! I cannot tell you how many people came up to
me when I was in China with Zoe. They would smile and say “Lucky
girl! Lucky baby!” then they would tenderly caress Zoe’s cheek
or shake my hand. They love their girls.
Why, then, are so many girls
adopted from China each year? Well, it is a custom in China that
boys grow up to care for their parents in old age. Girls grow up
to marry husbands and, in turn, they care for their husband’s
parents in old age. In a country where there is no social
security system, parents want daughters, but they NEED sons. It
is the son who makes it possible for his elderly parents to
retire and still live comfortably.
For this reason, many women feel
they have no alternative but to place their daughters for
adoption. Unfortunately, this act is against the law in
China. Women are taking an incredible risk when they leave their
daughters to be found by someone else. Abandonment IS the only
way to make an adoption plan for women in China.
Our girls’ birth mothers chose
life for them. They chose to give them a chance for a better
future the only way they knew how. For that, we are forever
grateful. We love the ancient and rich culture that is a part of
our girls’ history. We hold the utmost respect for the Chinese
people. And we thank China for the ultimate gifts they have
given to us … Zoe, and soon to be, Lexi. |